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Solitude I found within myself 
Something I looked for in you
Giving what you thought I wanted 
But nothing I truly needed
So I had nothing among the mounds
Of trinkets, jewelries, and toys
They were absent of feeling and thought
They didn't appease me or make me feel soft
If you could break my heart all over again
I am sure you would
You owe me nothing because I never asked
Content in discretion and comforted in the depth found between us
You poured into me as a vessel of relief, convenience
Escaping your disturbed dreams
My love I am not your medicine